"Today is going to be a good day."

"Today is going to be a good day."
"Yes"
"No.  A good day with no meltdowns.  None at work or when you get home."
"Yes Dear."

That was my husband encouragement for me as he dropped me off at work.  I'm not sure exactly why (I have my suspicions) but work has been really getting to me lately.  I go to work, leave work, think work, and sleep work.  It's frustrating.

Well I am sorry to say I did not listen and definitely had a meltdown.  Not at home either.  Right there at work.  I just kept saying to myself  "I can not do this anymore.  It's not worth it."  I'm right to a point.  I can't do it, not by myself anyway.  When it comes to work I forget that.  I forget He's there for me at work and I never turn to him.  Instead I grow snippy, sit in a corner by myself, and have a meltdown.  Seriously, I'm 28-years-old  old enough to know better.  I shouldn't be going off to a corner and sulking.  UGH.....

So tomorrow is a new day.  I already now its going to be crazy as it is New Years Eve and we have reservations coming out the wazoo.  But I am going to remember that He will be there every step that I make.  I'm praying for strength, wisdom, and understanding.  I know that with God ALL things are possible.  So it is possible that I will not lose my mind, it's just not guaranteed.    :)